Visit to a KV
This was one visit that I looked forward to, as it was from this school that my husband completed his schooling right from 1st to 10th grade. He always talks about his school with great pride and has fond memories of his school and his teachers. We always have arguments on whose school was better, his ‘The Kendriya Vidyalaya’ or the Convent school that I had been to.
My first interaction was with the Principal, a dominating personality who had just then concluded a meeting with a few teachers and authoritatively gave instructions and it seemed that the Principal was mounting up pressure to the creation of identity among themselves and in the process were negotiating identities for themselves. Post that meeting, he greeted us and without asking us too many questions and put us to one of the teachers, who guided us to different classes for our observation of the class room proceedings.
As I walked in the corridor, I noticed that there was a performance index chart giving target vs. achievement of each teacher on the Notice Board. I quickly glanced at it and was wondering what and how it was being done. But my thoughts were interrupted with the unifying voice of the students who greeted us, as we entered a 9th standard class room where a revision in Hindi grammar was on. The teacher greeted us rather nicely and told us that she was only doing a revision and not much of teaching happening and looked questioningly at us. We said that was okay and occupied seats in the last few rows . The students were surprised to see us and some of them were immediately trying to negotiate with their identities for some time by pretending to be very attentive or smiling at us and expecting us to reciprocate. But this lasted for a brief period and the students went back to their self in a matter of few minutes. The teacher was referring to a grammar book and asked students to come up with the answers for the questions raised. A few regulars mostly the conformists raised their hands and came up with answers and the teacher made corrections whenever incorrect answers were given. She came across somewhat like an entertainer as she was trying to connect with the students to some extent and had a smile on her face and did not reprimand even when students gave incorrect answers. When she explained the terms, she also related to their context and thus the concept was being reinforced. One could see the humanistic approach in her as she cared for her students and the students too reciprocated the feeling towards her. After the class, I asked a student if he liked his Hindi teacher and he replied that she was quite strict, but then he enjoyed her classes. Although, I did not get a chance to speak to her personally, I could gather that as a person her personal and her occupational self, seem to be closely related and has invested some amount of personal identity in her work. However, with a pressure to deliver ( I mentioned about the performance index), the teacher was unable to be her true self and is always in a dilemma whether to be friendly to the students or be like a ring master and extract the best behaviour as appropriated by schools. She is forced to choose between her students as persons or between the bureaucracy in whom she needs to change and feel powerless when confronted with this change.
The second class that I observed was a dampener. It was a math class and teacher falls into the category of a ring master. She was very impersonal and didn’t even know the names of her students. I was aghast when she called out roll numbers instead of their names. Her approach to teaching was very mundane and she could not get across to the students half of who were struggling with basic concepts, despite this being a revision class to prepare them for their final exam. Her method was rote and she was angry that some students did not know the formulas by heart. She had a distinct identity and the one portrayed in the class seemed to be her social identity too, as she came across as a very insensitive person who did not have much of humanism left in her. She seemed to be more conforming to the rules laid down in an hierarchical system and therefore made every effort to please her superiors rather than have a child centered approach. One could see that there was a clear case of labelling as she favoured a few students to the rest and therefore could see some deviant behaviour in some children, who did not take too much of interest in what was happening in the class.